On the 6 train, a man sits near the tail, dressed in a leather bomber jacket, baggy jeans and big sneakers.
I sit opposite him, without refuge of iPod or reading. He looks about 40, his right eye swollen shut, splashed purple.
In his hands, a book. He raises his good eye to meet mine. We gaze— one beat, two beat, three—
and I think, if I were an angel working undercover in New York, this would be the perfect costume. In the old stories, God would show up
on doorsteps in disguises— elderly woman, mendicant monk, neighbor needing rice— to test people.
If this guy rang my doorbell would I let him in? God bless, he says, as I stand to exit the train, and I notice
the book in his hands is a Bible. On the platform, I turn. Our eyes meet and hold each other until the train pulls away.
Marie-Elizabeth Mali was born and raised in NYC and is married to fellow New Yorker, Taylor Mali. She is a student in the MFA in Poetry program at Sarah Lawrence College and her work has appeared in the online journal 2River View and is forthcoming in Calyx.
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